| it's still just as lame as it was months ago. life that is. might be looking up, but i'm not going to have high hopes for it. |
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| hellooooooooo xanga. suck my balls.
i'll see you next year when things aren't this lame. later!
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| i am really happy. like, really really happy.
i've fallen behind in life for a second, but i'm good.
i pretty just hang out with mary everyday of my life. it's a beautiful thing.
that just leads to me not giving a fuck about pretty much anything. which is an even more beautiful thing.
i'm leaving huntington at some point. hopefully before christmas break.
if not, then i guess i'll just have to wait until next summer.
i'm very highly doubting the fact that anyone really reads this.
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| for the past probably 11 years of my life i've let the same thing fuel me.
now the times they are a-changin.
or at least i really hope so. i need this to change.
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| i would do it again. and then i would do it again.
and then i would do it again until i wouldn't want to stand.
all i want to do is grow up and learn from my mistakes.
but the mistakes keep growing and i keep learning how to make them again, only with better excuses.
I WANT TO BE ENOUGH.
it was never, could never, will never be me.
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